KETHEXBRENGSEK's blog

it is bigger than i thought before
when He whispered to my left ear
then He does give me more
i would have given my only fear
cease your words against His core
let it be as it should be rolled
anything inside our vein
and again you seek the turning pain
payable dream is still waiting for a train
from this brain through the part of His reign
don't surrender because of Him

mungkin angkasa berpendar tanpa kuali cahaya
sebab nuri selalu terbang melewati tengah malam
haruskah ada alasan untuk memberikanmu setangkai bunga?
letakkan lah kebencianmu diatas cawan iblis betina
hingga kau dapat bercakap dan bercanda sejenak
bersamanya, dan menikmati api dari sudut bibir senja
.....................................
mari kita diam

it sings and still rings
without cure and restless wings
the moment i and myself wins
through your cave outside its real

a modern cloak you wore before
an insecure thought deeply in your core
laughing under it seems fear
like the game covered with tears

i taste morning wet
though you said it dries your head
get insane your wall inside
being lust and take me home tonight

It dashed before night
a crawling stone behind the shadow
mostly scared to fight
no one waits for sorrow

little scar draws your skin
infatuating an odd scary fear
lead us into deepest scream
without memorizing reason to mean

crown of queen is killing people
borrowing her angel's little wings
try to fly beyond its feeling
go to hell and burn her things

kontol-kontolku berkejaran kesana kemari
melihat janda sang awan yang ditinggal angin simphoni
babi panggang dan tusukan duri
berjibaku dengan metafora tolol cinta Anjani
hantu hantu selatan masih saja bermain di utara
kapan merapi meledakkan kepala penuh tanduk rusa?
Jangan tengadahkan tanganmu yang terinjak belati
tutup saja mulutmu yang beraroma wangi kotoran sapi

Ia terpejam dalam benalu kota
dan diam memekakkan gendang telinga KANAN
pagi buta berangkat merajam
kata kata beterbangan lewat pukul 3

apalagi yang bukan salah
jika benar hanyalah perapian penghangat nyawa
mati sajalah
jangan tengok tengok ke KIRI
nanti marah lagi

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